| shhh! ;) |
soundtrack: Vonda Shepard - Tell Him.
I know somethin' about love Tell him that you're never gonna leave him yahoo. seems to be my soundtrack, tragically stuck in between all sorts of relationships. at every time in my life, i'm destined to be in love with someone. which is okay, except that i spend twice the length of time i was in a relationship with someone getting over them. i know, it's freaky. it only happens if i love the person, though. like with andrew: what was that? a weird, random 'relationship' that seemed too pretend to even be laughable. i like dawson's creek because the people in it are purdy, and the storylines are good, and the scripts are fantastic. i'm guessing he likes dawson's creek because of joey. katie holmes. or whatever her name is. i can't see him sitting on the floor with his back resting against someone else's legs, swooning at the corny lines and the romantic kisses and walks in moonlight. i can't believe i just said 'to be fair' without even thinking about it. i want a relationship like ally and larry. and joey and pacey. *sigh*. 'stead, i'm spending my time pining over a girl and trying to get down to 70lbs [that's 5 stone to normal folk] .... just had a lovely conversation with my sister. she said i was a fool to think i could get up the motivation and strength to pass all of my A/AS Levels and get As. i ... hurt. very much. she's so manipulative, and underhandedly cruel... i see it coming, i wait for it to hurt, and when it does, oh, i'm still fucking surprised. little bitch. *thwack*. raar. determined to pass everything with flying colours now. oh, sorry sister dear, i know, you tried sixth form twice and failed both times. oh, honey. shit, sorry that i did great first time around. *walks off with a really smug smile* |
