| pffft. |
feeling kind of shitty today.
getting sick of the lack of support there is for people who binge and purge or even don't purge. it's like, yeah, anorexia, cool man. but if you binge? pah. they're both just as bad. even i see ana as better - all crystalised bones and moonlit skin. dark hollow eyes and too-long legs. it's bizarre. tried to stop cutting. my mother asked me if i was on drugs. i just told her i was fasting. she said okay. she said okay. but she looked really sad about it. ~~~ i have 2 essays to write today/tonight. ah. no motivation. especially since i might be dropping college. gr. |
