i decided yesterday that i would top myself, but talked myself out of it - suicidal crap, pffft. but this morning i woke up at 10 and missed my father leaving to go to Birmingham :( then i sat and watched sabrina the teenage witch where she's at college, and it was minorly funny. um. then my mother told me to clean the bathroom - yeauch i hate it, audrea loves it, so she can do that when we're together heh heh ;) - even though i told my mother that i have two essays to write today.

growl.

but yeah. i'm in the mood to study. :) :). i just wish i had skittles, because i love them, they're just so niiice... lol. so i started the day as i meant to go on - i put my trousers on inside out. bingo, well done jen. i hopped around my room for about 5 minutes trying to find the zip - i was like 'why is it out there when i'm in here? what kinda stupid pair of pants IS thi - oooooooh..'

lol.

i'm such a dork.

adios.

update: struggling with my history essay; given to us after only two history lessons, apparantly we're supposed to know enough already to write an 800-1000 word essay. plfffft.
but the world is kind.

i looked down and by my foot was a small, very sharp blade; hee heee heee. my blade. i thought i'd lost it. i've been chopping at my skin with half of a blade still attatched to a pencil sharpener - believe me, a desparate cutter will find *anything*.

now i have a blade i can take to college with me!! YEEEY!

2002-09-15 - 11:54 a.m.
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