| bitter. |
feeling very bad at the moment - just read my subject reviews from my teachers, who are predicting me Ds and such, even though i'm scrabbling around in the working-class barrel to be able to pay for resits for my current grades. i just feel so bad. when i got them, i wanted to cry so much, sandwiched in between elle and fee who both got raving reviews. especially, i got a shit review from my history teacher, whereas fee got a review or two worthy of 'aww, bless him' - i wish *i'd* been able to say that.
i really needed to talk to someone who knew how i was feeling. i asked vicki what she got, and she said it wasn't very good. maybe i could've talked to her. i don't think she would've wanted me to talk to her :(. i suck, and my friends don't. why am i not surprised. |
