| tomorrow... |
soundtrack - avril lavigne - anything but ordinary [i LOVE this song!!]
another early morning. *pukes* woke up after a weird, delerious dream this morning. tried to drag myself out of bed, and failed, so i curled up under the covers and tried to prise my eyes open. i ended up snoozing, and considering i get up at 6:30am and i have to leave the house in 45 minutes, it was not wise or clever to be hopping around madly in the shower at 7:05. grr. amazingly, i got ready, and i didn't forget anything - in that i remembered to grab my locker keys, my discman, a flask of soup - i only realised in the car that i'd grabbed the wrong keys, the wrong cd and no batteries. grar. and i'm dressed like a trendy person today. so they can all see that i am not too poor to do the trendy thing - i am too poor, but shh, i had money i earned myself [yes, fuck me, you got a bloody job? bloody hell! hor hor hor!] - so they will KNOW that i choose to dress like a scruffy munchkin or a gothic miniature or a plain studenty person because i want to!! plus. ya know. dressing this way is sorta fun. i hate it when people look at me. today, they won't, because i'll be background. when i don't fit in, they notice - i'm an itch they just can't scratch. i'm not different enough to be in any specific group.. just.. annoyingly different. heh. i cant believe elle slapped me yesterday. i have english and tutor period with her today. she speak to me, i slap her. simple. not in the mood to get fucked around today. oooooooh *sneezes* fuck. [i'm so trendy, i even have the hella glossy lipbalm thing going on. heeeheeee. ooh. i'm so good.] and so pale. i think i'm going to die. [in about 80 years.] yeah, people: i'm in love. i've given away a little piece of my heart. she's tiny, cute, pretty, hair long enough to run your fingers through... i'm in love. [with avril lavigne. chill.] i'd rather be anything but ordinary please... |
