| lack of privacy. |
well, hey.
i moved out to get more control of my life, and it seems as though i have absolutely none. i really don't like relying on fee for a place to stay on weekends - it's putting a real strain on our friendship, i just hope it won't do any permanent damage. by next weekend, i hope to be working at kfc in york - the pay is really good - and then i guess i'll truly be alone. even though my parents irritated the hell out of me, i always took for granted that they'd be there when i needed them - and they were, mostly. but they're not here now. i left my mobile phone behind, the phone at the bungalow receives calls only, and i couldn't afford to call them from a phone box.. i don't see why i care so much now. it's not like they've died or anything... i just feel so lonely without them. yes, i suck, thanks for the reminder. i must go now. lupea is always looking over my shoulder! argh! |
