i just wrote a long entry and my internet connection died, so diaryland deleted it. sometimes, i hate this thing. but nevertheless, i shall persevere, damn you all.

i just found out that a girl i go to college with has/had bulimia, via a txt message. i can't believe it! i am shocked and hopeful too, because maybe she'll be able to help me stop, i hope so. today, i went shopping with my birthday money and bought:

a pair of widelegged black trousers
a pair of velvety brown trousers
a white jumper hoodie
a black jumper hoodie
a red zipped hoodie with white stripes on the sleeves
a belt with 'beautiful babe' on it in white lettering cos i am all for wishful thinking
a black shawl-type belt thing, with tassles and everything, dude
a full-length winter jacket, lined, with fur
accidentally - this is TRUE - shoplifted a pair of pink gloves from poundstretchers, i swear to gods it was accidental, i got in the car and realised i still had them in my hands, they were a quid fifty for gods sakes, stop judging me!! lol.

i did quite well, the whole lot was for 62 quid, cos it was all in a major clearance, so i am pretty pleased with myself.

please god, make me beautiful for one day. please.

no, didn't think so.

had to txt lupea from the changing rooms today cos i was feeling so fat and ready to jump into traffic. she saved me from myself. she's a real mate. yey. :) no backhanded remarks, no subtle putdowns, nothing. she's cool. :).

anyway. someone kill me, please. thanks.

2002-11-08 - 9:27 p.m.
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