| sometmes. |
still listening to aqualung.
i never want to eat again. my ever-supportive father just told me that i'd lost weight. then he said it hadn't done me any harm. wtf? he knows i have problems with my eating. i'm not coming home again til christmas eve so i'm going to lose as much as i can. i can't believe he said that. he's always the one who is there for me. i want to die, you know. after today, the worst day of my life. i just want to die. listen to aqualung, and die. i'm sorry. i thought i'd recovered from all that depressive bullshit. i can't help it. i'm pathetic. and i want to die. right now. if it's okay with you. |
