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update: been promoted. will be on 13,000 a year from 13th october.
signing on the dotted line tomorrow for a flat in the city centre. i'm still crazy as shit. probably worse now than i have ever been. i need a hug. i need the people i hurt so much over the past to come to me now. im so different now. i could be loved. i could be me without alcohol. i could be worthy. ah what's the fucking use anymore. it's the same old words, the same fucking sadness. what's the point in writing about it anymore. got to move on. or give in. i want to go down fighting. giving in isnt an option anymore. soundtrack: jimmy eat world - my sundown. |
